Since my life sucks, It’s time for a change and make it better. Army enlistment program is the best choice I have to change my life. Don’t really care if I’m leaving people that supposedly care for me, I have no one here. Might as well go out and fight till my last breathe right?
It’s really hard for me to still be friends with you now. It really is. Everyday I put on an act as if everything in my life is going fine, acting as if I am happy, acting like I moved on. It’s ALL BULLSHIT. You cross my mind every single day and everybody knows it because I talk about you at least once a day to someone. it’s hard not to think about you because you’re the one that always seem to put a smile on my face. The hardest part of my days are talking to you because
I never know what to say, actually I do but what I want to say is something I shouldn’t, sometimes we talk about being with friends and going places but everytime you ask me a question about a girl or who I am with or whatever, everytime you ask or talk about it my answer will always be I wish I was with you or going with you to wherever but I know that wish won’t come true so I don’t tell you. It hurts to be there. It stresses me out sometimes because I constantly wonder where you are and who you are with because this world is so fucked up, Places in this city just aren’t safe. I just want you to be happy and safe.
Now I’m just waiting, until the day that you don’t ever need me in your life anymore, Until you just forget about me, Until I’m nothing to you.
Until then..I’m here to protect you, Here to fight for you, Here to pick you up, Just here for you.
HAHAHA me (:
I’m the one that makes them fall in the first place
DANI AND I FOREVER
<3 YOU SAHAR
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DO YOU LOVE YOUR BESTFRIEND?
WHAT IF YOUR BEST FRIEND LOVES YOU TOO?
oh shoot :’(
omg goosebumps :(
You want me to stay or leave?
Before you answer please think about it carefully.
Think about how I would feel, Take a couple steps in my shoes for once.
Think about how it will affect you and me.
Think carefully, Don’t just answer right away.